owell. after posting the entry in the afternoon, he called. and he said we're going out! yay. finally, after 5 long days. hee. i miss him like so badly la!

ohh. anyway. met up at dhoby after his school. went bboss for dinner. haa. walked all the way to heeren(normally we wouldnt,so far~). bought stuff. went paragon's starbucks. on the way there we had some war thingy=p what's new huh. haa. thats always the case. we always give each other pain:) that's our kinda love maybe. hahahaaahahaahaa. yea. sat there for such long time before we bought drinks. and the next thing we knew was. oops. it was 730 already. singapore idol is like starting at 8. rushed to the taxi stand. long queue. we thought we could not make it in time. just as we were about to leave for another place, all the cab starting coming in. so funny. and phew. we reached his house just on time for the show=))

singapore idol is a nice nice show. cute cute people are all there. haa. i'm like waiting for the results tomorrow.

hmm. i would say i'm feeling so much happier now. maybe cause finally get to see him. i've to admit we were fighting half the time today though. haa. but well, i'm just glad enough to be able to see him:))


sigh. check out the way he stared at the cam. omg. =p

furnise @ 11:00 PM

oh man. i'm so freaking bored. i've got like no mood for anything. stay home and rot is the best:))

it has been 5 freaking days since i last saw him. is 5 days such a long time? owell. for me it is, extremely long. and man.. i miss him like mad! ahh. this is so.. er.. erm.. torturing? i don't know. but whatever it is. i just miss him, badly. sigh.

o's are like in a month's time. and what the hell. i'm still slacking my life away. i cant get started. ooo. i need help.

furnise @ 1:47 PM

have u ever wonder what is it like to be a fish? swimming in the water without worries. isnt it nice. i wanna be a fishh! ahh.. fish, fish, fishh!

and i still miss you. sighh.

furnise @ 7:45 PM

i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you.
and i still miss you.

ok. thats all for today. :))

furnise @ 10:24 PM

went chinese garden with mommy and daddy. nice place but so tiring, walkwalkwalk.

sigh. but i didnt get to meet him today. it's was too late. i miss him.
(it's all mommy's fault.)

furnise @ 10:40 PM

i've got nothing much to blog today. just that while helping him out in his project, i accidentally dropped it. and the top chipped off. ahh. he was so angry. i felt so bad. =(( didnt know what to do. i'm soo soo sorry! but things were fine after he cooled down. phew~
*S O R R Y*

furnise @ 11:45 PM

i kinda miss this GIRL~

furnise @ 2:35 PM

TODAY = NO SCHOOL!! =))

i went..
amk - lunch - grandma's house - united square - belinda's house - bro's workplace - whampo - dinner - HOME!

watched singapore idol! Ooo. mr khoo rocks huh. he and his careless whisper. haa. so cute la. gong gong face.

HIM, HIM, HIM and HIM..
owell, everything's FINALLY over! things are back to normal. yay!! and i finally get to sleep well last night. ahh. loveyoubaby, loveyou! =))
*nomoreofsuchnonsenseboyfriend*

ohh. and thanks for all the care and concern guyss! lovelove!!

whatever it is..
+must learn to treasure what i have now, before it's too late. =))
-MY b o y f r i e n d. (''v'')
-ah gong, ah ma.
-mommy, daddy.
-ALL MY girlss.
+not take things for granted. hee=))

Ooo. i'm saying such rubbish. cant believe it. haa. but it's true what!! hee..heee!

furnise @ 11:06 PM

furnise @ 6:30 PM

there was no news from you since 200904, 1135pm after i left your house. i messaged you, you didnt reply. normally you would. i've been thinking about you the whole night. i even dreamt of you. i knew something was wrong. i hope that things would be better today. i was so wrong. i sent you a message. and again, there was no reply. maybe you're ignoring me. ok. i tried to sleep and not think about you. but i cant. really really cant. i came online. and saw your nick. it shocked me. i sensed that it has something to do with me. i was online for quite awhile. you didnt talk to me. normally you would. ohh. maybe you're angry. i thought for awhile. finally plucked up the courage to message you. you told me the nick has nothing to do with me. i didnt believe. i asked again, and what does it mean then. you answered me in a very fierce manner that it has nothing to do with me. ok. but what makes you think that i would actually believe, when it's like all linked up. maybe it's too obvious, maybe i'm over sensitve. but what does it mean when even outsiders asked me about it. i dont know. i really dont know what's happening. you're behaving so differently, so weirdly. but on the other hand, seems like you're telling me everything's fine. there's nothing i can do though i very much want to.

i may not be a good girlfriend. maybe i dont know how. but please always remember that you're my first. you cant expect so much from me. ya. i know. i may not be giving in enough. but that doesnt mean i dont love you enough. i really love you deep down, though i may not show. you may think i am bullshitting. no, i really mean what i say.

i want this to be over soon. real soon. this is so suffering, so torturing.

furnise @ 2:30 AM

bboss for dinner. st. rx. him. his house. home.

ahh. i got no mood to blogg=((

sigh.

furnise @ 11:45 PM

wow. it's sunday again! fast. went to eat malay rice at great world there. ahh! and it's spicy like nobody's business. went to an old folks home at thomson. bought stuffs for them. =). came home. sleep. hee. and for dinner. went bugis there for steamboat. and home. :))

Ooo. and i miss mr tan rui wen=((

furnise @ 10:49 PM

saturday is a day for him! haa. we went ikea today! ahh. and the bus ride kills! i'll never take it again=(( Ooo. but i love ikea. he bought stuffs and i bought stuffs. haa. and it's like so funny. cause couples who go ikea are normally married. and we are.. you know. haa. but whatever. who cares. it's fun shopping at ikea. took cab to his place after that. ordered kfc. so full. haa. ok. this is my saturday. :))

furnise @ 11:30 PM

had my maths paper today. ahh. and it killed me! got so frustrated. i'm gonna fail man. and my maths teacher will go like... wah furnise, from the top to the bottom arh? ahh. i hate it when he gives me sarcastic remarks. so what if i top the class the other time, cant it be by luck. this sucks! enough of school, school, school, exams, exams, exams.. this is killing me! H E L P ~

but anyway, met up him after his school. went bishan to change his contacts cause i got the wrong one for him the other time. sorry. but it's not my fault! it's the auntie's=) went j8 after that. ate at long john. so full! walked around j8, ended up at popular. and he bought so many many stuffs from there. then, we took cab to his house! at his house, my lips bleed. arghh! all my blood gone~ haa. cause i put the super cold ice in my mouth! and it got stuck on my lips, then i pull it out. and oh oh. i pulled the skin thingy of the lips out too=(( *ouch*

it's time to go home=( left his house around 11+. took a mercedes cab home. hee. then, got mid-night charge arh. but 25 cents only. haa!

furnise @ 11:55 AM

nothing much to blog today! went our for lunch with daddy, mommy and bro at amk. ate chicken rice. yum, yum. then, accompanied mommy and bro to cut hair. and went home. boring day!

furnise @ 6:23 PM

had my sci paper today. physics, chemistry. ahh. it sucks. cause i didnt study. laalala. i hate science! went home. got changed. took cab to pick HIM, rx, st and finally to kit's house. swimming! erm, but more like playing water. haa! while all of us were enjoying ourselves in the pool, kit was studying by the poolside. haa. ohh. and she was enjoying her talk with sy too! bathe. met one of the security in the toilet. haa. and she passed me my bag cause my towel was too small for me to wrap myself. and before she left the toilet, she asked if i needed somemore help, and even said bye. so nice! aww. we shared cab home, but i didnt go home. haa! went to his house for while. and i just reached home. =)))


took this with his hp at kit's place=)

furnise @ 11:36 PM

-SCHOOL
-PRELIMS
-ENGLISH
-TOWN
-ST
-SHOPPING
-CAB
-GYM
-HIM
-RX'S HOUSE
-CAB
-HOME
-HERE
-BAD MOOD

furnise @ 11:28 PM

i just came home. today's my first paper. combined humanitites. ahh. and it sucks. i didnt study and of course i didnt know how to do! hee. Ooo. and he came to meet me at 1. we went yoshi to eat. then, he accompanied me to my dental. and as usual, had to wait. i was early today but i waited for 30 mins. sigh. and poor him. got so bored. sorry my dear boy. ohh. and i changed to light purple cause he said so=))
thanks for accompanying me today! love you so so much=p muackmuacks~

after that we went to buy tickets for *13 going on 30* at cineleisure! haa. and while waiting for the show to start, we played pool. ahh. been's a long time since i touched pool. and i somehow lost interest in it. but since he somehow still love it, i had to play with him=(( haa. Ooo. ok. it's time for movie! haa. the show was alright. kinda funny. but i almost fell asleep. so tired. phew. and finally the show ended. took a cab home. and here i am blogging. and i needa study, tomorrow's the english paper!!! *yawns*

furnise @ 6:19 PM

i miss you so so much=((

furnise @ 11:18 PM

today's kinda weird. but anyway. HE and i took cab and pick rx from his place, then to j8 to meet st. and on the way to his house, both of us were so busy talking that we missed the turn to his house AGAIN! it's always the case. hee. so, we had to make a u-turn. but it's a cheaper one this time, 30 cents only. haa. but time wasted. and poor st who was there so early, waited for us. sorry my dear. but we really tried our best=))

ya. and we supposedly met up to study. but in the end, went to eat at mos. haa. and went to cut my hair after that. sigh. so much happened after the haircut. if i knew all these were going to happen, i wouldnt cut! ahh. but whatever, it's over! Ooo. and i met BERNADETTE today! i was so shocked but happy at the same time. i miss her~ we'll meet up SOON yah. LOVE YOU, LOVE YOU!

took a cab to rx's place after that. did some work. and it was time to watch the awards thingy on channel 8. didnt enjoy it. haa. ohh! and his grandma cooked dinner for us. she's so nice. aww~ she's one cute lady, she always has so many stories to tell. will never get bored with her around. haa. then, we went upstairs to one of the room. and rx and st are mad!!! they started singing. and NON-STOP! ahh. but heyy, they can sing boy! check them out. our future singapore idol. haa. rock on guys! ohh. and they even recorded it on HIS hp. over and over again. haa. HE and i were like resting and enjoying their singing. haa. free of charge. how nice huh!



WE ROCK EACH OTHER'S WORLD! =)))

furnise @ 11:45 PM

*yawns* M O R N I N G!
hmm. i've been thinking the whole time. and i realised a change in me. i feel so weak nowadays. i get very affected by the things that are happening around me. mood swing like nobody's business. darn. i'm not like that. and i must not be like that. so, i've decided to change. change back to the strong, cheerful old me! whoo! =)))

furnise @ 9:44 AM

ahh. today's a super duper bad day! i want this day to past fast. please. went to school. people around me sucks to the max. i hate school. FUCK SCHOOL! and when will YOU ever believe that i really dont enjoy going to school and i fucking hate it?!? sigh.

met up with HIM at hougang mall for lunch. HE went to school, i went home. how sad. met up for only an hour or so. thought we could meet up at night or something. however, things didnt turn out well. therefore, i am now at home blogging. cooked my own maggie and drank soupy snax, corn! simple yet nice=)) hoping tomorrow will be a better day. *praying hard*

why does some people always like to comment on others, and think so highly of themselves. i wonder if they ever even look into the mirror properly. why do they have to condemn others when they themselves are no better or even worst! when will they ever grow up, and stop all their nonsense. dont they have brains to think. they may be heartless, but not everyone is like them. people do get hurt. so why not say something nice or shut your fucking mouth!
i always believe in retribution. and i'm sure you'll get yours one day. let's wait and see.

furnise @ 9:15 PM

i met up with denise todayy! i miss her so so much, and finally get to see her! hugging her so so tight. hee. and FINALLY, i pierce my ear! hee. i was like walking round and round, thinking if i should pierce not. i wanted to but i'm scared, so we walk and walk and walk. sorry denise had to make you walk with me. and she keeps telling me it's not pain, it's not pain, just pierce. i even messaged him! and he said OK! so, finally we went into the shop. and i was like so so scared! i stood there, grabbing her arm so tightly. BANG! it's done! phew~ and i did it!! but ouch! i got stunned and stood still for a while. but i'm glad i finally did it cause i've been wanting to pierce for such a long time. thanks denise. I LOVE YOU VERY VERY MUCH! MUACKSS!

furnise @ 11:52 PM

furnise @ 4:52 PM

furnise @ 11:30 PM

hmm. school was fine today. but still halfday though. and my homework for english was to write a autobiography of a watch, a house or a tiger. and i chose a house! so cool huh. met up with him at compass point. ate at yoshi. then, went to his house and did my autobiography thingy! not done yet though. and he made mocha for me. so sweet huh. homemade mocha. it's priceless!! haa. nice mocha my dear but it's a little too sweet! hee. but thanks anyway. baby, i love you=)

hmm. went home around 545. wash up and mommy fetch me to see the doctor! and my face don't seem to be improving yet! haa. i'm still waiting.. ohh. and i must say the doctor is one funny man. he talks like he's some uncle selling mee pok ta at the kopitiam. haa.

Ooo. and tomorrow's the 7th(.")(",)

furnise @ 8:10 PM

ahh. i'm so bored. and i miss YOU badly! i cant wait to see you tomorrow my dear!
*praying that this night will pass fast*

just received a email. check out this pic. think it's kinda cool eh.

furnise @ 10:08 PM

ahh. got disturbed early in the morning at 7. some family problem=(( then, went to yio chu kang with him to meet andrew, to take my rubber bands for my braces. hmm. i must say andrew's nice. haa. he went down to my dental to collect for me yesterday. and today, he came to yck mrt to pass it to me. thanks friend!

but not forgetting. HE's also very nice. sacrifice HIS sleep to accompany me. oh man. i'm touched. hee. love you baby! MMuUAaaacCccksSSS. then, we went to sunplaza for lunch. had some chicken chop spaghetti. yumyum. after lunch, we went seperate ways=(( he went for his guitar lesson, i went to meet my parents.

*love you boyfriend, love you boyfriend!!*


the reason is you!!

furnise @ 1:53 PM

well. had a long long day today. just got home from his place. and i'm real tired. woke up so early to go to the gym with st, rx and him. then, together we went over to my aunt's place for a swim. suntan. stayed there for a couple of hours. and i'm burnt now! but i feel more fit. hee. still fat though. haa. went home. got changed. shared cab with them to j8. movie. we wanted to watch a cinderella story. but, we end up watching anacondas cause he preferred that. see, how nice can we get huh. but, the show was alright. hee. show ended. went 7 eleven. got drinks. shared cab home again. hmm. sometimes it's really good to stay near each other. can all go home together. phew. i'm TIRED.


we watched this!!


my darling and i=))


hmm. this is what i call do re mi. hee=))

furnise @ 11:55 PM

hmm. it's another of my cousin's brithday. happy birthday glen! haa. hmm. went for only 1 lesson today. went his house after that. went home around 4+. bathe. watch tv. and mommy bought PNL. wow! had a great dinner. i love nasi lemak man! but poor him. cooked maggie himself. cause his maid is not around. but he seem to enjoy it. hee. Ooo. and i'm looking forward to tomorrow. i wanna go out the WHOLE DAY with YOU! lalalaa.

furnise @ 11:06 PM

nothing much to blog today. pon school, went to rx's house. waited for him there. took cab home after that. hmm. most importantly, i wish my dear cousin, belinda, a happy birthday! MuackS.

furnise @ 11:02 PM

just came back from the gym. haa. didnt really work out much today. not really feeling well. went with rx, st, sher, and him. hmm. today's a boring day. had no school. stayed at home the whole day. besides going to the gym. nothing much happened. so i've got nothing to write=))

furnise @ 9:43 PM